Kirstie Sivapalan
Feeling a little better today but decided against struggling into and through work in favour of staying restful. One thing I know these bouts of illness test me with is how I deal with my compulsion to not want to let people down. I am sure this comes from my concentration of Piscean energy and… Continue reading Helpfulitis
It was bound to happen. A non-post on my blog. Today I feel so completely poop that even writing a few words is a struggle. And I'm not going to think about what message this means because with a cotton wool brain and blocked everything I doubt I'd hear it. Well there's no point worrying… Continue reading Still, ill
Well the day to balance out has turned into three although working instead of resting probably didn't help yesterday. But I am reminded that the last time I felt this way was when I decided to start this blog so it all feels part of what's meant to be. In fact I am being blessed… Continue reading Cold remedy
I think my new guide and benefactor is one of those "firm but fair" teachers. I was not so secretly hoping for a nice soft and fluffy one that would take my hand and together we would skip down that golden path to enlightenment. Not he. He is the embodiment of Capricorn. Serious, disciplined, looking… Continue reading My Big Issue
I woke up this morning with scratchy throat, shivers and extremely wooly head. Sigh. Somewhere in the last week or so I've overdone it. Given that week was full of late nights and indulging in Christmas food it's not hard to find the culprit. But no regrets. I enjoyed every second of my indulgence. A… Continue reading Guilt-free consequences
Another step forward today thanks to another special helping hand. As of next month the balance between my current paid HR work and the pursuit of my dream will start to shift. Just as Mercury enters its shadow before turning retrograde in Aquarius, the sign of higher ideals, the collective, the greater good. Who, of… Continue reading Higher perspectives
I visited my shop today. On the etheric plane. Today was the first day of the year I've spent completely on my own. At first I was out of the rhythm of it after having my other half with me, and the company of other special souls, for the last two weeks. I woke up,… Continue reading Soft tingles, warm whispers
Releasing is very powerful it seems. I have a sense today of having left on a journey. The ropes have been untethered and I am floating and free. This is a sign of what I call "emotionally leaving". Like a boat tied with several ropes to a jetty situations tie us with many ropes too.… Continue reading Untethered
So our extended Christmas break has come to an end and as of tomorrow it's back to what we have defined as our normal. Time to launch myself into the New Year. Perfect timing as tonight is a Full Moon and typically this is a great opportunity for letting go. So I am letting go,… Continue reading Catch and release
Things took a turn yesterday and plunged me into a place of fear. Temporary I know and also necessary. We had a bit of an unpleasant experience on our bus journey home with an aggressive fellow passenger, nothing too dramatic but enough for me to wobble on my axis. My ego of course seized on… Continue reading Malachite, Might
Writing and M.E. 